3/25
Just a brief stop at the church after a day of
the never ending job of trying to get the apartment together…looking for window treatments…with Dan home for spring break…then off to New Brunswick
to teach.
3/26
I look up. Takes me a minute to recognize him.
OK, this is not one who asks for money, this is one who asks me random
theological questions.
Pastor, let me ask you a question.
All right…
Is Hell real?
What do you mean by that?
Oh, you know, some people say Jesus was just a
good man…some people, an they ordained,and I say, how can you be a minister
and…
You want to know if hell is real?
Yeah.
OK, here’s the answer. Yes. He looks at me
quizzically. Look, if hell is separating your self from God, from others, then
if you’ve done that you’ve already created hell. Remember the story of Lazarus
and the rich man? And the rich man thinks even after death, he cam get Lazarus
to serve him and there’s an abyss he can’t get across? If you’ve chosen to
break your connection to others, you’ve broken your connection to God. And
that’s hell. That’s all you need to know. Does that answer your question?
He nods. Tips his hat. Thank you, Pastor. And
makes his way out the door.
I’m in the middle of a conversation and Nan
drops by to deliver a piece of mail delivered to SPSA where we haven’t been for 3
years but I think just to check out how we’re doing. While I’m now having two
conversations, Rudolfo starts to come in.
Rudolfo, un momento por favor. Estoy en la medua
d’una conversacion.
He backs away, then comes forward again, sad
eyes, palm extended. Un peso, he says.
Un peso?
Si, me quiero un peso, Quiero café, muy
cara…un peso…
So I reach in my pocket, find a dollar give it
to him.
Gracias, padre.
Coje lo suave, Rudolfo.
And then finish my conversation.
Pat O has come to help me sort through all the
swirling thoughts in my head as I try and come up with a strategy to share with
my people. One without white knights. Soon enough, ideas start coming together.
Daniel arrives. Soon we need to head home to
meet the man who will be measuring our windows.
Mario comes in to wait for Andre who is coming
in to met with him. I introduce him to Pat O and Daniel.
Mario steps out and soon enough Andre is here. He goes into the sanctuary with his companion. Dan goes in to talk with
him. A while later, Mario is back. So he never came?
No, he’s right in the sanctuary, waiting. And Mario
smiles. Dan and I head home to deal with blinds.