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Showing posts with label 4th of July. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 4th of July. Show all posts

Monday, July 6, 2020

Living in coronavirusworld 103: "Ha bibi, como estas?"



7/5



....2020


On July 4th, in Central Park, between the Meer and the Conservatory Gardens,  I saw perhaps the most quixotic Black Lives demo yet. Around  two dozen or so marchers chanting “Central Park does not exist” and “Bring back Seneca”. The point of course, is well taken.  Before Central Park there was a thriving community of over 300 homes, three churches, three schools. Called SenecaVillage. The first place in the city African-American owned property, and therefore could vote. Later joined by Irish, some perhaps even drafted into what became the break away San Patricio bridge in the misbegotten adventure of the Mexican War. Later some Germans too.  The foundation stones of the All Angels Church, arguably the first biracial multicultural church in the city ultimately  forced their way out of the ground to visibility. The papers described it as simply “squatters” and “ne’er do wells” as they were literally ploughed under and buried to create the “natural wonder” of Central Park. For that reason, West-Park held its annual early Easter service among those foundation stones. Seneca is not coming back.
I meet the Brooklyn Beverly Church via conference call and share this reflection:
Good morning church.  A Happy 4th of July weekend to you. In some ways it was a 4th  like any other. The parks were filled with people barbecuing and picnicking. And there  may have been no Macy’s fireworks but if your neighborhood is like mine, last night was the dramatic culmination of what seems like a month of fireworks. Last night, right out on the middle of the street…until at least  2 AM.  Dogs barking. Car alarms going off. I’m hoping that’s over. 
But it was a 4th also like no other I’ve seen.  We are still in the middle of that virus that keeps us apart. And we are still in the very beginning of a national reevaluation that comes in the wake of the murder of George Floyd.  And this time feels different. In one day we said good bye to Aunt Jemmima and Uncle Ben. And Mrs. Butterworth is under review. The last confederate flag has gone down over a statehouse. (Mississippi) And even businesses have agreed that Black Lives Matter. Only the President is proclaiming that these are hate words of a terrorist organization that he intends to save us from.
I’ll say a few more words about  the nation. Then the church. Then Jesus. This may be very difficult time for us. But I feel it is as well a time of hope. Not in my lifetime have I seen this much willingness to stake a serious look at the  past, that there was nothing romantic about the antebellum south, that it was a whole culture and economy based on white power and domination. My youngest son has initiated among our family a conversation challenging  each of us to take a look at how racism has been part of our individual and family lives. Some of these actions may seem awkward or uncertain. But they are all important. They count. They give me hope.
I was blessed to represent New York City Presbytery the 224th General Assembly of the Presbyterian Church (USA). It was supposed to be in Baltimore but wound up in my living room.  And a lot of other living rooms. Can you imagine?  Over 500 delegates on ZOOM at the same time. But somehow we all figure it out. Somehow we got it done. I am happy to say that the PC(USA) is on record as supporting Black Lives Matter. Along with a commitment for the first time to seriously look at our own history. For example, how  southern Presbyterians gave theological support to slavery. (We split over that….) And how our institutions benefitted form slavery. And begin the study of amends. Even reparations. We also reflected on the virus and how it unfairly impacts our most vulnerable people. And we continued to encourage congregations to become part of the Matthew 25 churches movement in the church…being there for Jesus you might say.
What we failed to do was officially lift up the work of a special Black Women and Girls report.  While it has been put off until 2022, we are calling on congregations to begin studying and acting on the report now. I’m sure many of the women of Beverly would have much to say about the unique experiences of Black women and girls. Just to hear your faith journeys, stories and struggles would be inspiring, often having to juggle so many roles and responsibilities at the same time. 
As for Jesus, well he’s been here looking over our shoulders all along. Today he’s voicing his frustration with the religious authorities who were like damned f you do, damned if you don’t. John the Baptist  was an ascetic and they called him a demon. Jesus comes celebrating life with people, turning water into wine,  and they call him a drunkard and glutton. Nevertheless, as he says, wisdom is vindicated by her deeds.” Or, the proof is in the pudding. 
It’s simple he says. No fancy formulations or equations to work out. You want to know God, watch me. In the same way Jesus is telling us that of people want to know him, they can look at us.  It’s a heavy, but at the end of the day, we bring people into the community of Jesus or send the away based on how we act. (I am so thankful that generations fo African-American Christians find a Jesus beyond the one of the masters. One who can sustain and free.)
This has been an especially hard road. And it’s not over. Thankfully Jesus has this invitation, this promise….
“Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
These are some of my favorite words of scripture. Hear them. Receive them. Believe them. …..rest for your souls….something we could all use…there for us….
Amen
I celebrate communion with them. Imagining each of their faces before me as I break the bread and bless the cup. I can hear their voices as they greet one another and share concerns and ultimately  peace. It is not not entirely a ZOOM world. 
Our family meets for its weekly ZOOM session. Sharing conflicting  stories  about effectiveness of masks, etc. Germany has now gotten to the point where contact follow up is possible and can locate exactly where new cases are coming from. Our national brokenness continues to cut deep. 
Meet a friend for dinner at the Harlem Tavern. We have go around the corner to enjoy our “take out” drink as we await a table. Each business working out its own code. Other than that, and masked servers, it’s almost a normal summer dinner out. 
Over heard in the corner Deli: “Habibi, Como estas?”
And so I love this city, this New York, even in Coronavirustime.

word on the street is......
  
Gospel Matthew 11:16-19, 25-30
16“But to what will I compare this generation? It is like children sitting in the marketplaces and calling to one another,17  ‘We played the flute for you, and you did not dance;
          we wailed, and you did not mourn.’
18For John came neither eating nor drinking, and they say, ‘He has a demon’; 19the Son of Man came eating and drinking, and they say, ‘Look, a glutton and a drunkard, a friend of tax collectors and sinners!’ Yet wisdom is vindicated by her deeds.”
25At that time Jesus said, “I thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and the intelligent and have revealed them to infants; 26yes, Father, for such was your gracious will. 27All things have been handed over to me by my Father; and no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.
28“Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

Sunday, July 5, 2020

Living in coronavirusworld 102: Happy 4th of July 2020

7/4





the people's fireworks




 “I’m worried about New York,” she says. We have walked through Morningside then down into Central Park. Everywhere we look there are families and friends, grilling, picnicking, no masks, no social distancing, celebrating an everything’s normal 4th. We’ve done well to get to this point, but with the protests, partying young adults and now widespread picnics as usual, well, will we spike again? So  many people have decided to stop being careful.

For others, even a simple invitation for friends to have dinner together gets complicated.  Tables not large enough for that many, social distancing not possible… Negotiations necessary. We all have our evolving ideas of safe.

After a long walk, we wind up at an Italian restaurant. A deck has extended the sidewalk into the street. There’s white lattice work fences, blue canopies. It’s street life. It’s summer. Festive. Almost like a wedding reception. Except for the servers wearing masks. You can remove yours to eat and drink. But must remask to enter the restaurant and go to the restroom. You could almost think it was a normal summer dinner out. Almost.  But after nearly 4 months still blessing.

Brooklyn Cyclones fauxback Coney cap
This year’s annual Nathan’s Coney Island Hot Dog Eating contest takes place at an undisclosed location with contestants behind social distanced plexiglass dividers… They’ve done this every year since 1942…pandemic be damned. 

fireworks
above Fredrick Douglass
the time is right for fireworks in the street
NYPD arrives
All night long the people’s fireworks display goes on.  Adam Clayton. Fredrick Douglass, 115th, all taken over for rocket launchers and free fire zones. A text message about fireworks reads “…I’m feeling DiBlasio has lost control of the city…” And I feel it’s true.  The morning I saw many police cars arrive for an accident involving a cab. They did it well.  And a couple of days ago, an assist to an Hispanic man down in the Park. But on the whole, for the police it’s all but become emergency calls only. Di Blasio’s call for fireworks crack down? Nah. Open barbecue grills on sidewalks? Nah. Social distance  control?  Nah. Mayor who? They’ve basically declared “fuck it” and retreated to the precinct houses.

My door man is setting off fireworks in the middle of  115th. His children nearby with popsicles. Bomb pops. He offers me a shot of tequila. 

Happy 4th of July 2020.

Wednesday, July 4, 2018

Healing spirit, healing faith


7/1

Ready for worship at Beverly Church....


On a hot summer day, I made my way to Beverly Church.  My reflections were intended for this holiday...

I've been trying to figure out...when the 4th of July lands on Wednesday, which weekend is the July 4th weekend? Maybe take the whole week off?

But I will take the opportunity to talk a little about the nation. It's been a hard week. Five journalists shot  to death in Annapolis, Maryland. I was surprised when I googled to check my figures as to how many journalists get killed every year. But usually in places like Mexico and Afghanistan. In our history, there have been 39 US journalists killed.  The first being in 1837, a Presbyterian minister and abolitionist, Elijah Parish Lovejoy, murdered by a proslavery mob in Alton, Illinois. ( Our Presbyterian General Assembly just concluded in St.Louis, in Elijah Parish Lovejoy Presbytery. More of that later...)

Yesterday thousands of New Yorker and people across the country marched to protest family separation. I remember the morning I woke up and had to say to myself, we live in a country that  separates families from children. We live in a country that  separates families from children. It's a hard fact to absorb. Marching is a first  step. 

I raise these things because  the gospel always comes to us in a context, and these things are defining our context, our daily lives. 

What we want to talk about to day is healing. And touch. The gospel gives us two different stories of healing. And both involve touch. And faith.

First...there's a synagogue leader. This would be a pretty significant person. Begging Jesus to come and lay hands on his deathly ill daughter and heal her. 

On his way,  a great crowd gathers around him. A second story intervenes. A woman  pushes her way thru and touches him and Jesus feels that 'power had gone from him."  This poor woman has had a flow of blood for 12 years. In addition to how physically painful this must have been, this would have made her ritually impure...cut off ...for all those years... kept outside..

I couldn't help but think of the story in the NewYork Times last week of women in Nepal who are forward to live in separate huts during these days (https://www.nytimes.com/2018/01/10/world/asia/nepal-woman-menstruation.html) out of a belief that they will bring some kind of disaster by their presence. Some have died in  these huts from a variety of causes.... untended fires, wild animals..

And I liked this part:
26She had endured much under many physicians, and had spent all that she had; and she was no better, but rather grew worse.
I mean most if us know what that's like....

She touches his garment even though...
She probably shouldn't be out in public in the first place
If she touched Jesus it would make him impure..but she does it anyways..
 And he compliments  her ...and heals her...because of her faith...

Now Jesus can get back to his main case. But he's waited so long, the girl is now dead. The folks are telling Jairus, "too late, time to move on..." And Jesus tells everyone to leave and that she's only "sleeping"...probably because what he's about to do is a private expression of love and compassion, not a public display to prove something (like with Lazarus) . It is in response to Jairus' faith, not the girls. (Talitha cum..which is to say, get up!..same phrase is used for resurrection...though it's more like resuscitation, she will die...than resurrection)...

The girl was 12...born the same year the other woman's problems began...

So what do we see here?
* Healing takes faith....in one case personal, in the other  on behalf  of...don't ever stop praying for other people...ever...

* . It can take agency....the woman acts on her own behalf...and has to not be afraid to break rules..

* it takes touch...real connection

In both cases, healing restores to community, to normalcy...get her something to eat...he says...the simplest of acts...

There's something about touch we Presbyterians have missed whether its ashes on Ash Wednesday or the touch of holy water...on the other hand, I love when we ordain someone and we all lay hands on each others shoulders and you can feel the power surge through..

Touch is doing something real....I was so proud at General Assembly..our church wanted to protest the bail system that frees the rich and sends poor unconvicted, usually people of color, to prison..sometimes for years..we raised over 47000 and marched to the court to literally free people...that's another kind of touch.it did something real....and a had a bigger message as well...we're going to need more of that to begin iur nation's healing...

On this weekend before the 4th of July, let's be brave enough to try...

And after our prayers and sharing communion, it's back out to the heat....


Gospel Mark 5:21-43

21When Jesus had crossed again in the boat to the other side, a great crowd gathered around him; and he was by the sea. 22Then one of the leaders of the synagogue named Jairus came and, when he saw him, fell at his feet 23and begged him repeatedly, "My little daughter is at the point of death. Come and lay your hands on her, so that she may be made well, and live." 24So he went with him.

And a large crowd followed him and pressed in on him. 25Now there was a woman who had been suffering from hemorrhages for twelve years. 26She had endured much under many physicians, and had spent all that she had; and she was no better, but rather grew worse. 27She had heard about Jesus, and came up behind him in the crowd and touched his cloak, 28for she said, "If I but touch his clothes, I will be made well." 29Immediately her hemorrhage stopped; and she felt in her body that she was healed of her disease. 30Immediately aware that power had gone forth from him, Jesus turned about in the crowd and said, "Who touched my clothes?" 31And his disciples said to him, "You see the crowd pressing in on you; how can you say, 'Who touched me?'" 32He looked all around to see who had done it. 33But the woman, knowing what had happened to her, came in fear and trembling, fell down before him, and told him the whole truth. 34He said to her, "Daughter, your faith has made you well; go in peace, and be healed of your disease."

35While he was still speaking, some people came from the leader's house to say, "Your daughter is dead. Why trouble the teacher any further?" 36But overhearing what they said, Jesus said to the leader of the synagogue, "Do not fear, only believe." 37He allowed no one to follow him except Peter, James, and John, the brother of James. 38When they came to the house of the leader of the synagogue, he saw a commotion, people weeping and wailing loudly. 39When he had entered, he said to them, "Why do you make a commotion and weep? The child is not dead but sleeping." 40And they laughed at him. Then he put them all outside, and took the child's father and mother and those who were with him, and went in where the child was. 41He took her by the hand and said to her, "Talitha cum," which means, "Little girl, get up!" 42And immediately the girl got up and began to walk about (she was twelve years of age). At this they were overcome with amazement. 43He strictly ordered them that no one should know this, and told them to give her something to eat.

Saturday, July 16, 2016

Reflections on the nation....

7/3/16



We gather for worship on the day before July 4th.

So there’s our American flag.
It’s always been involved in controversy. It was removed from the sanctuary in ‘70’s. The question was raised as to whether there should ever be any presence of the American flag at all in a church? We brought the flag back on the Sunday after 9/11, which was September 16th. Andre came in wearing an American flag shirt. He brought along a friend who was a Muslim to play the flute. To show we would not give in to the hysteria. (That still is with us…) This was one of the times I was most proud of what we were doing. We wanted to express love for our country and people and at the same time make clear that our grief was not a call for vengeance. The flag remained  for several years. I can’t say why or when it came down again. 

I think of Abraham Joshua Heschel. Who said the inspiration of a prophet must be Love. A prophet musty come from a people and speak to that  people. Always owning identity with that people.

Today our bulletin cover features Katherine Lee Bates. 
She was a professor at Wellesley. For 25 years she lived with Katherine Coman. Though Katherine has been claimed as an lgbtq hero, there has been an ongoing academic  debate. Over that issue with much discussion of the topic of  “Boston Marriage”… One friend recently cleared this up by saying well, she may or may not be lesbian, but she sure was QUEER.

I remember Seeing our flag raised in Managua, Nicaragua, celebrating our revolution. And having Bill Coffin lift up these words: 

Oh, beautiful for pilgrim feet,
Whose stern, impassioned stress
A thoroughfare of freedom beat
Across the wilderness!
America! America!
God mend thine ev'ry flaw,
Confirm thy soul in self-control,
Thy liberty in law.

They seem to have special meanings we stood on the brink of an invasion.  That was the first time I felt the critical power in that song...

Our texts today have much top say about “De-privileging” and hospitality. There is the story of Naaman. He was a serious Syrian with all  the accouterments of power.  And a case of leprosy that won’t go away. It’s a captured slave girl who tells him about Elisha. He goes to the king. And by doing so scares him to death. Then he is directed to  Elijah. He expects big dramatic demands and actions from this famous prophet. Waving hands and all. Dramatic magic. But Elijah only makes a simple request for washing. And Naaman comes out Clean “as a child”..(did he have a new child like point of view as well?) It was like Baptism. The metaphor here is that Naaman  has to give up all the trappings of power and privilege to be healed.


Likewise, in Luke, Jesus sends his workers out “stripped down” and vulnerable. (They are not even to wear sandals…so that their hosts will have to wash their feet…hospitality…) It’s about Inviting us into a new space of openness and vulnerability.

Paul in Galatians talks about  giving up privileges of “circumcision…..”

We should notice a couple of points…if we are not offered the peace of the house, we are to shake off the dust from our feet and move on…there is no command to keep beating your head against the wall….

The disciples come back boasting of their accomplishments. Jesus, says, yeah well I saw Satan fall from heaven….all that is important is that your names are written in heaven…

We spend some time talking about these passages together and then we celebrate communion.  This is Russ’ first time to be serving  communion as an ordained elder.
And we finish the service by singing I’m gonna live so God can use me…


Our conversation on these issues has only just begun…

Monday, July 4, 2011

Fourth of July weekend: How its supposed to work


7/3
Empty bottles of St. Ides 40, Romanoff vodka and Snapple. An empty prepared foods container and an empty Newport pack. And two stray paper bags.
Andre is first to arrive and is playing the piano as I go out to sweep.  Guess you never thought you’d be doing this when you went to seminary. I look up and its David Mogentale from Barney Greengrass. And 29th Street Rep. You’re right, but someone’s got to do it, I say. He asks about the big guy, ie, George. Tell him I haven’t seen him for awhile. Explain that he’s actually got a home in the Bronx. Just comes here to hang out. And he talks about the new guy, ie, human being, coming off on people last week. 
I tell Andre I’ve got to go out and get the bulletin copied, pick up the communion bread and juice.  First few copy places I go to are closed. Fourth of July weekend. Stop by Key foods to get thr ebread and juice.The prophet is outside. Finally have to go up Broadway to find an open copy shop. 
Israeli. What is it with Israelis and copy shops? With the exception of the Bengladeshi guy Danielle goes to, all the other shops in the neighborhood seem to be run by Israelis. Wondering what church will be like on a Fourth of July weekend.
When I get back, Jane is telling her story to the congregation. I greet her, the gathered people. Pass out the bulletins. Move a few more pieces of furniture around. Green cloth on the table.  Ready to go.
When we get to the scriptures, I get the large Spanish Bible off the pulpit so that Hugo can read the gospel.  Later, I will  ask Arcadia to read the Romans passage. 
When I prepared to lead our clergy lecrtionary group thsis week, it was one of those times that the selected scriptures do not excite.  Some weeks, there are sermons  all over the place, not this week.  Finally decided to preach on Romans 7: 15-25.
It’s the 4th of July weekend.  Always wonder how to make that part of what I’m talking about. 
As I said, the scriptures today, don’t excite me so much. I don’t usually like Paul, but that’s where I have to go today. He usually presents these carefully worked out, logically developed expositons and apologia for Christian theology. .Well thought out doctrine. Not here. Which tells me soemthing deeper must be going on.
Explorations of this passage usually begin by adding  this verse: 14For we know that the law is spiritual; but I am of the flesh, sold into slavery under sin.  That annoying flesh/spirit dichotomy that I do not accept. 
He goes on: 15I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate.  Hmmmm, been there.(still there)  16Now if I do what I do not want, I agree that the law is good. 17But in fact it is no longer I that do it, but sin that dwells within me. Whoa....wait a minute...I want to say no...it is you..18For I know that nothing good dwells within me, that is, in my flesh. We spend thousands of dollars in therapy  trying to accept that there is good in us. God at creation said, it is good, including us.  I can will what is right, but I cannot do it.  Say what? Is this the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak? Is it that wills not enough? If I can will it, why can’t I do it?
9For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I do. Why is it that way? Andre says because we are born in sin, but what does that mean? Calvin’s concept of total depravity is misunderstoood. It’s more like flawed, imperfect...
20Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I that do it, but sin that dwells within me. No again... it is you who does it...me
21So I find it to be a law that when I want to do what is good, evil lies close at hand. True..and sometimes confusing...a friend’s mother used to say, you are so close to right...the whole with 666 thing. It’s not about spooky numerological stuff. In the Hebrew culture, seven was the number of perfection. 666 means that evil can be  so close to perfect so as to be virtually indistinguishable. Between discernment and temptation, hard to say...How many politivians go in with good intentions and then go off the track somehwere? We make compromises to achieve an end only to see the end disappear.  
22For I delight in the law of God in my inmost self, 23but I see in my members another law at war with the law of my mind, making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. 24Wretched man that I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, with my mind I am a slave to the law of God, but with my flesh I am a slave to the law of sin.
All right then, who’s responible for what here?
When I was in Pittsburgh, I serbed a little church west of the city. One of my elders hosted an AA group in the basement. I always enjoyed coffee and donuts with them.  I couldn’t help but compare the reality of the sanctuary upstairs with the AA meeting downstairs. Nowhere had I ever seen such radicalacceptance fully lived out. Beyond class, job, etc. All were truly welome and accepted because  of shared issues of weakness, radical acceptance, community.
Richard Rohr sees a connection between liberation theology on the social level with its preferential option for the poor and how this gets lived out inside of us. We are called to embrace and love the poor part of ourselves. To find Christ in the wounded needy depths of our soul...
In AA they say that it is the disease that is in me ...but I still must be responsible for what I do...and I must make amends to all i have harmed as long as it would not do harm to them..But the first step is most important...to admit that we are powerless...on our own. The need for a higher power. 
OK...back to 4th of July...in our society, we can see addictions to power, dominion, security, money...how do we break free? We can do great damage all the while thinking we’re so good intentioned that we can’t do anything wrong...that makes us dangerous.
I’ve spent 4ths of July in many places. Like the annual Pawnee nation annual pow wow. And in Managua, Nicaragua following our witness on the border with Honduras. Bill Coffin was with us. Wanted us to sing How beautiful for spacious skies. Some of our more ideological types objected. Coffin called our attention to the last verse:
America! America! God mend thine ev'ry flaw,
Confirm thy soul in self-control,
Thy liberty in law!
(This was written by Katherine Lee Bates, 1913. She had a decades long live-in relationship with Katharine Coman...wrote a book of poems dedicated to her  after she died...another untold story)
Can we create a community of radical acceptance? Where we can share our weaknesses in community? Strengthen one another?
Following the sermon, Jane and Jeremy Mage get up and start with His eye is on the sparrow. She starts to get us all singing. She’s good at this. The leads into This little light of mine. 
Then I call us together, as the community of acceptance for our communion. Remind everyine that it is not the bread and wine , but we who are transformed through this sharing  of bread and cup. 
After the service, Amy is playing the piano and Jeremy the Hammond. This is great. I had noticed Caleb, the young African-Amercan who had come in last week. I introduce him to Andre. He pulls out his music. Amy accomoanies him as he sings Bess you is my woman now. I go back to my office to talk with Marc’s partner Sarah who has attented the service to see what our worship is like. I emphasize how important it will be to listen to all session memebrs so that they feel they have been heard. If I have learned one important thing, it is if anything is to happen, people, neeed to feel involved at the front end. Time invested at  the start saves resistance at the back end. There are no short cuts. 
When I come back, Amy says you have to hear this. And Caleb sings the Louis Armstrong classic, What a wonderful world. Andre is working with him.He is very young. With a great instrument. What will it take for him  to truly sing?
Much here about the importance of that opne front door, Jeremy came to the speakeasy last Saturday, hun gout played the piano. Walked thorught bedoors this week ot play. Randomly, Jane came back to pick up a bag she had left. Started to sing with him, that led to this morning. Caleb just walked in looking for a place to sing. It came together on Sunday morning. That is how it is supposed to work.