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Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Advent 4: Fools' Mass

12/21




It’s the last Sunday of Advent. The Dzieci are already there preparing when I get to church. I check my email and see that Matt and I have had some disagreement over how the morning  should run. But I decide to go his way.

They station fools at both Amsterdam and 86th street entrances, greeting people, bringing them inside. In the sanctuary, Jeremy is playing variations on O come O come, Emmanuel as the pews begin to fill. Visitors. thatcher has come back from Westchester.And then, shortly after 11, the fools begin to lead people from the sanctuary to the chapel, which fills to overflowing.

As it begins, there is that usual sense of tension as the congregation, many who have not seen the Mass before, wonders what is going on as a cacophony of foolery breaks out around them. You also have to get over that PC anxiety as to whether what they are portraying is appropriate or exploitative. But slowly the individual characters begin to establish themselves and communicate who they are.

And soon enough, it is clear  that Father Jose is not only sick, but dead and the fools will have to conduct the mass themselves if  there is to be one. And within the rough outlines of a traditional Eucharistic liturgy, the Fools' Mass proceeds.

It’s classic Grotowski with deep respect for ritual, as archetype, not doctrinal symbol. Commedia del arte buffoonery and Peter Brooks visual esthetic. The story itself touches us at many levels. The ways the fools sing, in perfect harmony, reminds me of my visits to nursing homes when patients in serious states of withdrawn dementia sing hymns in full voice. Even though the fools twist words and mash up scripture in brilliant foolishness, it’s clear they understand the deepest meaning of what they are about.

And after now seeing this over four productions, the embodiment of incarnational spirit is so clear that I now understand why I intuitively wanted to make this performance an annual Advent event. Father Jose had to conduct the mass, but he had made the fools a choir. Taught them to sing. And now they would do the mass themselves. As Teddy (of blessed memory) said when he first saw the production, when the one who takes care of you isn't there any more, we have to figure out how to take care of each other. In that sense, it could also be seen as a reflection on the absence/silence of God. And the Fools are those on our steps and in the sanctuary every day.

And then the Mass is over. The fools file out in silence. I lead the congregants back to the sanctuary. The fools are invited in for an applause  of gratitude. And they remain in character. Then leave and come back for a brief conversation. The head fool, Matt, asks me for a prayer of blessing. I draw us into our traditional circle. Pray. And then we sing Amen together. I look around at fools and congregants interspersed.
All Fools  together


We are all fools together. Even my producer trained in the Disney tradition is moved. This was clearly our best shared experience of the Mass yet. The Dzieci are part of our shared community. We share embraces. Depart. The mass is over.

On the steps, Thatcher says to me, You people are doing important work here. 

All fools together.

For previous years' productions, see http://west-parkpress.blogspot.com/search?q=fools+mass

Monday, December 22, 2014

Getting close to Christmas. Very close.

12/19


Pat O, RL and Alex. Stay Awhile. Again.


Always enjoy Arcadia’s weekly visit to sign the checks. She always brings with her a comforting spirit and presence.

Jeremy and I are working on how to handle this week’s visit of  Theatre Dzieci, if we want to add anything at all to what they are doing for the service.

Boxer Mike is in with his Blueberry. The beautiful Dalmatian. After all these years, still, all he wants is just a place to hang up a bag so that he can train  the kids…I wish it were that easy..

I get back from Mili’s gallery in time for the latter part of Open Mic…Our spoken word man Poez is at the piano as I arrive.
Poez
David L does a strong set backed by Alex on violin.
David L and Alex
RL is doing his annual recitation of  Red Ryder and the Fat Lady, but asks me first to tell the story (briefly) of how I first heard him do that tale after our first Crafts Festival and Balcony Music fest in a frozen unheated church with no restrooms back in 2010. When no one was left but the clean up crew and boss. He’d left. And then moments later, walked back in, asking for just seven minutes, for something he had to do, and do here..and how slowly we all became transfixed. And as always, he chokes up as he tells the story of  the year with Mable, and no father…(worth a read, go to http://west-parkpress.blogspot.com/2010/12/advent-iv-today-we-lived-in-church-that.html….read to the end, amazing to look back at what life was like 4 years ago…). Pat O’Connell is back with his ever evolving pedal board and a good mix of songs including some seasonal with a quirk or two.
Pat O
Mandola Joe gives us what he has been waiting for, namely his declamation of Clement Moore’s ‘Twas the Night Before Christmas…
Mandola Joe
We’ve also got David Yorke with his originals. And NED from France, accompanied by a friend,
Ned and friend


and then as a special surprise, his father.
David Yorke
NED and DAD
As for me, I try to pull off Robert Earl Keen’s Merry Christmas From the Family with what I’ll call a strumstick and lose the battle. Again. Alex comes up to join me and I blend my You Won’t See Me with Norwegian Wood. (RL says that Lennon told him it’s a confession of an arsonist who set fire to a lover’s apartment when he found her gone…)It works.
Bob with Alex
And bring Pat up for a finish of a good wintertime Girl of the North Country. My first all covers set I can think of. And of course, it is a comfort to have  RL back for Stay Awhile.

It is getting close to Christmas. Very close.










Saturday, December 20, 2014

That's all one...

12/16
Stairwell Theatre 12th Night Jam

12/16
I hear music in the sanctuary. Sam G is at the piano, practicing for his Twelfth Night Jam coming up Thursday, working o  original arrangements of Shakespeare songs.

12/17

Representatives of Broadway Bound kids are in looking for time and space.

Gregory  makes another of his visits, just looking for metrocard money.

I explain to Charles that as long as the front doors are open, it’s OK with me if Geoffrey sleeps in the church. He occasionally sleeps up at Elise’s Advent church as well.

On the other hand, the sleeping  man outside, the one who looks like a mean Uncle Ben, needs to go. He’ s on the sidewalk, between our steps and Barney Greengrass. Completely wrapped up in a comforter, with various debris around him.

12/18

Back after a breakfast at Union with representatives from Ferguson.  It’s clear that we clergy are not the leaders here. Like so much else, we need to be chaplains, and in accompaniment.  But the young folks on the street are already way ahead of us. With Occupy veterans providing logistical support. The morning  ended with another die-in, this time on Broadway and 120th.

David S tries to help me with the sleeping man . But he pops up, gets very hostile. Tells us to do what we gotta do. Which is call Project Reachout and then ultimately the police, who do succeed in getting him to move on. Even though we are responsible for the sidewalk, it is still public.

An Irish artist looking for space.

Another emergent church (with Baptist roots) in looking  for major worship time space. They’ve got 4 services, 800 members.   Still amazes me. Not quite sure what to make of that.

Pat meets with an arts group with desire for major space. Their own house has lots share of intrigue.

Sam
There’s a low turnout for Sam’s  Stairwell Theatre 12th Night Jam. Maybe it’s the winter and cold weather. (Well, that’s As You Like It..) the night begins by giving an explanation of the day. The end of Christmas. A night of revelry and role reversal, tricks and pranks. The play itself probably written for a revel.

There are songs. And monologues. And games. And mustaches. Mulled wine and bags of treats. Ending of course, with Feste’s song. (…the rain it raineth every day…)There’s a warmth in the darkness of the sanctuary.

(As for music, I always remember the wistful, melancholy, magical score written by the Brooklyn band Hem for the 2009 Shakespeare in the park production…)


Then comes time for sharing. I work my way through Robert Earl Keen’s Merry Christmass from the family, still rough. And later Blue eyes cryin’ in the rain… A couple from Guatemala shares crafts and a song.

I feel like Sam is really on to something with his format. Just needs more people. (Believe me Sam, I’ve been there…) and finding the right way to  get them there.

….that’s all one, our play is done….









Friday, December 19, 2014

No Place Like Home

12/15



All I can think about today is tonight’s concert.

At 4 PM, we have our final run through and sound check. Russ J,
Jeremy, Russ and Bob
our stage manager ready to take charge. Katie has arrived! The final member to complete our band, Katie on violin and harmonies.  And I have to admit, it sounds good….

My son Dan has arrived to help. And our faithful Dion.  And Elise and volunteers from Advent.

I’ve got time to visit with the West 80’s Neighborhood Association who is holding their holiday event in Martin’s studio due to construction in Mc Alpin.
Speaking to the West '80's Association
It’s exciting to be able to tell them our project is finally underway.

Our city councilmember Helen Rosenthal has left her own holiday party to come by and visit our event.
Bob, Councilmember Helen Rosenthal and Elise Brown
I wish we had time to talk about last Monday’s die-in at City Hall.

The big names for the night, Julie Gold and Christine Lavin, Suzzy Roche and Lucy Wainwright Roche and Laura are now doing their sound check. Watching and waiting for a good audience to arrive.  And they are beginning to.

Our own Jeremy opens the night followed by my welcome with a sense of the history of our place. And then Julie Gold. Marc introduces Nazima Ali who tells her moving story.
Marc introduces Nazima
Then Suzzy and Lucy and Laura bring that peerless Roches tight harmony to the First Noel and the classic Roches New Yahk accent version of Walking in a Winta Wondaland.
Laura Pearson, Suzzy Roche, Lucy Wainwright Roche

Murray from Sesame Street works his magic even with no kids in the crowd. The we hear from Shorne how he went from being a Desert Storm veteran to being homeless.

Then it’s time for our block. Steve Blane opens with his Gonna Light the Lights Tonight (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKGCWlp3-Lc)…with Kathleen Doran on trumpet and harmonies, then his anthemic Spark. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBkU_XsbHk8
Steve Blane

Our Home band (with me, Jeremy Mage on piano and vocals, Joe Ornstein on mandolin and vocals, Steve Blane and Esther Ready on vocals, Katie Rowell violin and vocals and Pat O’Connell, guitar) open with Storm Large’s Stand Up for Me, then Emmy Lou Harris’ Light of the Stable and finish with Stephen Foster’s Hard Times Come Again No More. Not quite perfect as our run through, but harmonies still crisp and clean. We held our own.
The Home Band: Katie, Steve, Esther, Bob, Pat. Joe and Jeremy

Christine Lavin sings her caustic critique of gun violence, Are You Kiddin’ Me? ((http://www.christinelavin.com/index.php?page=songs&category=Live_at_the_Cactus_Cafe&display=2357) then invites everyone up to join her for the 12 days after Christmas by Fred Silver. (An honor to sing beside Suzzy…) 
Singing with Christine Lavin

James A has his story of recovery and redemption to share  followed by his daughter and granddaughter Tara Robinson and Derrika Willock with a tight harmony gospel set.

John Jiler reads from his Sleeping With the Mayor, (http://books.google.com/books/about/Sleeping_with_the_Mayor.html?id=_ge8AAAAIAAJ) the story of  the 200 day occupation of City Hall Park by homeless people in 1988. He reads from the beginning of the  story, and then the end, on Christmas Day 1988.

Elise passes the plate and then Julie ends  the night with her classic
Julie Gold and Bob Foltz-Morrison
From a distance…(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4q9JUMF0oc)
From a distance the world looks blue and green,
and the snow-capped mountains white.
From a distance the ocean meets the stream,
and the eagle takes to flight.
From a distance, there is harmony,
and it echoes through the land.
It's the voice of hope, it's the voice of peace,
it's the voice of every man.
From a distance we all have enough,
and no one is in need.
And there are no guns, no bombs, and no disease,
no hungry mouths to feed.
From a distance we are instruments
marching in a common band.
Playing songs of hope, playing songs of peace.
They're the songs of every man.
God is watching us. God is watching us.
God is watching us from a distance.
From a distance you look like my friend,
even though we are at war.
From a distance I just cannot comprehend
what all this fighting is for.
From a distance there is harmony,
and it echoes through the land.
And it's the hope of hopes, it's the love of loves,
it's the heart of every man.
It's the hope of hopes, it's the love of loves.
This is the song of every man.
And God is watching us, God is watching us,
God is watching us from a distance.
Oh, God is watching us, God is watching.
God is watching us from a distance.
The song for me will always be connected with the Bette Midler version  that came out which became popular during the first Gulf War.

And it’s time to close out the night…

Just a few thoughts:
1.     It’s important to support the Assembly. There are many other groups that supply direct services for homeless people. But on one else is working to help people transform and regain their own lives. When you hear the stories, you realize that lives have been saved. That is worth something. Even more, the Assembly also works with its members to bring about systemic policy change to tray and address root causes for homelessness, which has now reached historic levels, over 60,000.
2.     My greatest joy used to be preaching a sermon that just knocked people out. But now, it’s working  with a group of people on a song until the voices, no matter how disparate, blend and a sound so round and good, not pure and perfect, but good comes out.  It echoes back and forth in my heart.
3.     And there’s joy in having  had an idea, brought it to life and had it succeed. We all need that. Thanks Elise.

We raised nearly $4000, like our old Comfort Ye program at it’s peak.

Time for the  after party at the Gate.



Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Awakening 4: The third Sunday in Advent, let it be

12/14/14



Did anyone notice yesterday was 12/13/14?  None of us will see that again.

The third Sunday of Advent. In the midst of anger and rage. Where are we today? This is our Let it be Sunday. Mary .And McCartney.

Our special guest this week is out own Jeremy.

We start the service with the full text of Bartbara Lundblad’s O Come, O Come Immanuel…

O come, o come Immanuel                                                                                                                                
And bless each place your people dwell
Melt ev’ry weapon crafted for war
Bring peace upon the earth for evermore
Rejoice, rejoice! Take heart and do not fear,
God’s chosen one, Immanuel, draws near.

O come green shoot of Jesse, free
Your people from despair and apathy
Forge justice for the poor and meek
Grant safety for the young ones and the weak.
Rejoice, rejoice! Take heart and do not fear,
God’s chosen one, Immanuel, draws near.

3 O come now, living water, pour your grace
And bring new life to ev’ry withered place;
Speak comfort to each trembling heart:
“Be strong, fear not, for I will ne’er depart”
Rejoice, rejoice! Take heart and do not fear,
God’s chosen one, Immanuel, draws near.

4 O come dear child of Mary come
God’s word made flesh within our earthly home.
Love stir within the womb of night
Revenge and hatred put to flight

And once again, a new litany for lighting our candles….

One: Our brothers and sisters are not yet free. Like captives and exiles in their own land, they mourn the loss of children with inconsolable grief.
All: We light this candle in solidarity. We light this candle to light the path from lament to hope. To the day of true emancipation when all will live in freedom.
One: Words like ‘Ferguson”, names like Michael Brown, Hands Up, Don’t Shoot, I can’t breathe make our days, resound in our nights. Bridges, highways, subways close. There is pain that goes beyond words, and the unbelievable that is only all too believable.
All: In such a world, the prophet cries Comfort, comfort my peopleprepare the way a new day is cominga new day will come.
One: There is hope in the voices raised yesterday in our city from Washington Square to Police Plaza crying out for justice and an end to violence.
All: There is hope in the song of a woman about to give birth to a child, a sign that God is with us, a sign of a new reality being born, a sign of a victory already one, a song that with full heart says, “Let it Be”..

Our prophetic lesson is that passage from Isaiah that practically preaches itself..

FIRST READING ISAIAH 61:1-4, 8-11
1   The spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me, 
          because the LORD has anointed me; 
     he has sent me to bring good news to the oppressed, 
          to bind up the brokenhearted, 
     to proclaim liberty to the captives, 
          and release to the prisoners; 
2   to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor, 
          and the day of vengeance of our God; 
          to comfort all who mourn; 
3   to provide for those who mourn in Zion — 
          to give them a garland instead of ashes, 
     the oil of gladness instead of mourning, 
          the mantle of praise instead of a faint spirit. 
     They will be called oaks of righteousness, 
          the planting of the LORD, to display his glory. 
4   They shall build up the ancient ruins, 
          they shall raise up the former devastations; 
     they shall repair the ruined cities, 
          the devastations of many generations.
8   For I the LORD love justice, 
          I hate robbery and wrongdoing; 
     I will faithfully give them their recompense, 
          and I will make an everlasting covenant with them. 
9   Their descendants shall be known among the nations, 
          and their offspring among the peoples; 
     all who see them shall acknowledge 
          that they are a people whom the LORD has blessed. 
10  I will greatly rejoice in the LORD, 
          my whole being shall exult in my God; 
     for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation, 
          he has covered me with the robe of righteousness, 
     as a bridegroom decks himself with a garland, 
          and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels. 
11  For as the earth brings forth its shoots, 
          and as a garden causes what is sown in it to spring up, 
     so the Lord GOD will cause righteousness and praise 
          to spring up before all the nations.

We follow that by singing Oh Mary don't you weep don't you mourn..including Arlo Guthrie’s original verse, Moses was the first to get the notion  that the world is safer with the army in the ocean…Why is this appropriate for Advent? It’s  Moses’ sister Mary, but Jesus’ mother too. And it’s Moses’ pharoah and the Roman Empire. And the pharaohs of our own day. And it’s filled with Advent apocalyptic language:
One of these days about 12 o’clock this old world gonna reel and rock….

We do our Psalm somewhere between people’s mic style and pastor K from SPSA style, repeating key phrases for emphasis….

1When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion, 
          we were like those who dream. 
2   Then our mouth was filled with laughter, 
          and our tongue with shouts of joy; 
     then it was said among the nations, 
          “The Lord has done great things for them.” 
3   The Lord has done great things for us, 
          and we rejoiced.
4   Restore our fortunes, O Lord, 
          like the watercourses in the Negeb. 
5   May those who sow in tears 
          reap with shouts of joy. 
6   Those who go out weeping, 
          bearing the seed for sowing, 
     shall come home with shouts of joy, 
          carrying their sheaves.

Jeremy follows the prophetic words with  I Can See Clearly Now by Jimmy Cliff.

 For our gospel lesson. We’ve got Mary’s song, the Magnificat
6b My soul magnifies the Lord, 
47       and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, 
48  for he has looked with favor on the lowliness of his servant. 
          Surely, from now on all generations will call me blessed; 
49  for the Mighty One has done great things for me, 
          and holy is his name. 
50  His mercy is for those who fear him 
          from generation to generation. 
51  He has shown strength with his arm; 
          he has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts. 
52  He has brought down the powerful from their thrones, 
          and lifted up the lowly; 
53  he has filled the hungry with good things, 
          and sent the rich away empty. 
54  He has helped his servant Israel, 
          in remembrance of his mercy, 
55  according to the promise he made to our ancestors, 
          to Abraham and to his descendants forever.”
 As a commentary on the Magnificat, Jeremy plays Let it Be, Paul McCartney’s riff on Mary’s song.



And these are my reflections:
It’s been yet another week…it’s the third  Sunday in Advent, Gaudete Sunday, Mary’s Sunday. It’s the Sunday for the pink candle. A Sunday for Joy…so who’s feeling joy? We are celebrating the beginning of our reconstruction..it began this week. There must be joy in that…Certainly the santacon revelers yesterday were wearing something that at least looked like joy.  And yet….our streets are filled with anger..

Last Monday…a circle of clergy went to  city hall…but we began at St.Paul’s Chapel…itself a symbol of rebirth…(do you remember our hours of volunteer work at Ground Zero on the St. Paul’s steps?) We celebrated a liturgy of breath…a way of breathing together (for which the literal translation is conspiracy). Then  we marched silently to city hall. Joined the black and latino city council caucus in a die-in closing Broadway. Then into the council chambers, where we sang freedom songs and spirituals.

On reflection, we realized something.  Chants are essentially confrontational, singing  is invitational,oiur singing  blessed the council…..after we ended our die-in, we left with the echo of we shall overcome ringing in the rotunda…

Yesterday, the streets filled with people….marching against police violence.

There is a thirst right now that cannot be quenched…

In this context, we hear Mary’s song, an old song,in this case, the song of  Hannah. (1 Samuel 2) Like we sing the Seeger songs, she sings her song…

The thing is, she sings as if it has already happened….and it has specific content…it is a reversal….
My soul magnifies the lord….she sings..

We as a people have HOPE, but what about JOY?
Yesterday, there was this chant, I believe that we will win…
For Mary, she saw the victory as already won..

There is a question however, How do we make this personal? We are a part of something larger… bigger than us…a something rooted in love…where and how do we feel it? (From Lincoln to other Theresa to William Styron it's a sense of being connected to something beyond ourselves that enables us to move beyond depression. 

Mary, an unmarried pregnant woman in day when that was dangerous
Living at the lower end of working class in occupied land with an oppressive power in control…feels in her womb a sense of HOPE a sense of JOY

Mc Cartney’s Let it be….is based on magnificatLet it be…is beyond political issues ti the personal issues of loneliness or broken heartedness, it’ s all directed to these people as individuals….let it be…, let it be

That’s our challenge…to let it be…

And we finish, one last time with Ella’s song. After Saturday, we had too…
We who believe in freedom cannot rest
We who believe in freedom cannot rest until it comes
Until the killing of black men, black mothers' sons
Is as important as the killing of white men, white mothers' sons
That which touches me most is that I had a chance to work with people
Passing on to others that which was passed on to me
To me young people come first, they have the courage where we fail
And if I can but shed some light as they carry us through the gale
The older I get the better I know that the secret of my going on
Is when the reins are in the hands of the young, who dare to run against the storm
Not needing to clutch for power, not needing the light just to shine on me
I need to be one in the number as we stand against tyranny
Struggling myself don't mean a whole lot, I've come to realize
That teaching others to stand up and fight is the only way my struggle survives
I'm a woman who speaks in a voice and I must be heard
At times I can be quite difficult, I'll bow to no man's word
We who believe in freedom cannot rest
We who believe in freedom cannot rest until it comes

Then it’s time for Jeremy’s own performance. He begins with his own song, written as a tribute to a family friend, Kathy Boudin. ( Who is actually here to hear him sing it…http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kathy_Boudin) I wanted to hear him sing  it because of the chorus:

What do you do with a world on fire?
How do we change how we live?
You have just one life to give.

Somehow fits what’s going on around us.

                                                                   ****


Our band arrives for another rehearsal. This will be our first run through with Rabbi Steve. He’s got that high voice we’ve been missing. Tomorrow night draws close.