Thoughts on the Pennsylvania grand jury report on the Roman Catholic church

8/24



On my way to Pittsburgh for a performance, I'm trying to get my head around the recent grand jury report. Over decades in Pennsylvania, over 300 Roman Catholic  priests involved with the sexual abuse of over 1000 victims. They believe this is a conservative number. Think about that over 300 priests. Over 1000 victims. In just one state. It's almost incomprehensible.

Friends of mine post on Facebook. Wondering where they can go now. That they can't go back. Finding their old beloved parish priest on the list. Perhaps the one who married them. Reading the disturbing details. Even marking certain boys with special gold crosses. And me finding names of men I worked with in my Pittsburgh days. Colleagues. Some I always felt strange about but some I really liked. And Bishop, now Cardinal Wuerl who in protecting priests and the name of the church left countless children vulnerable. I remember his piercing blue eyes. He cold meet you once and always remember your name. His support of our interfaith Holocaust remembrance services. Today they removed his name from Pittsburgh's North Catholic High School.

I grew up here. In my neighborhood, we Protestants were the minority. There was a heavy "anti-papist" aspect to our culture. The one thing we knew about our Jewish neighbors is that they weren't Catholics. Our pastor kept us after church to warn us that if John F. Kennedy were elected, the Pope would control his decisions and actions. My first encounters with Catholic iconography were frightening, all the anguished bodies. The feelings ran deep.

Coming to appreciate Catholic spirituality was a journey for me. Some of it was encountering popular Catholic culture in Northern New Mexico. Or a girl friend who gave me San Antonio to look after me. I came to understand that the poor saw themselves in those icons. And a God who understood their suffering. Mary brought a feminine balance to a male theoecclesiastical praxis.

Later, it was Catholic existentialist writers who kept me in the broader Christian faith community. Shusaku Endo's Silence was a vitally important book to me.  And Miguel de Unamuno. And Ignacio Silone. I say all this to say that I had come to recognize that Catholic practice spoke to some very deep places in me. 

When I was Protestant Chaplain at the University of Bridgeport, the Jewish chaplain and the Roman Catholic sister who was the first woman to  be named  a chaplain and I were inseparable friends. As a young single guy, I struggled with my relationships and she helped me see that not loving anyone helped her stay available to everyone. 

For my Latino friends, it's often hard to separate what's Catholic and what's Latino. Friends who no longer can claim Christian faith remain cultural catholics. 

So I come to these thoughts with a sense of respect and some hesitation to speak of (to?)  a community that is not mine. Certainly, manipulative abuse of power is present in every faith community. But when I look at the width, breadth and depth of this abuse, I have to feel that something is seriously broken. That something near the center is just plain off. That it is time for a reboot.

First, there should be no confusion of issues here. Pedophilia is not an LGBTQ issue. It's roots are elsewhere. 

More deeply, I'm thinking that the very veneration of celibacy attracts profoundly disturbed individuals who feel that maybe this is a way out. Or an answer. Or worse, a cover. Certainly, there are many who have lived their ministry with integrity and honesty in a healthy caring way. But the sheer numbers in the grand jury report are just too overwhelming. 

Catholicism has had a major role in global social and cultural history. I pray that it can be capable of critical (self) analysis and the kind of radical reconstruction that seems so clearly to be needed. 

Above and beyond all else is the unanswered suffering of thousands of children. That suffering, beyond reparations, demands change at the deepest level. May my Catholic friends have the courage, wisdom and creativity to undertake this journey.

Bread of Life

8/12

Gott ist die liebe

 A straight ride up the 2 train to the Williamsbridge  neighborhood  of the  Bronx. Back to St. Peter's Lutheran Church. I continue to be intrigued by this church. By the fading German  letters above the door declaring Gott ist die liebe...God is love.  There are German words inside too.  There must have been a German population here once although the official history seems to be Jewish and Italian. And many of the current membership have roots in Africa and the Caribbean, especially Jamaica. And I would still love to know how they got  a full immersion baptistry pool.

The beginning of the service with its praise songs led by a Ghanian feels almost separate from the traditional Lutheran liturgy. But soon enough it is time for my sermon, even as I feel I'm losing my voice.....

Ready to preach

Good morning.  Its good to be back again. We're getting into that deep part of summer. When the city feels so quiet. It's a time to enjoy the city in ways we normally can't. Last night, for example, I went to Outdoors at Lincoln Center's Americana Festival. The featured performer of the night was Mavis Staples. Not sure how many here know her but the Staples Family Singers first hit the stage 68 years ago. And now Mavis keeps that legacy alive. Her music takes us through decades of freedom riders and civil rights marches and protests and back to a today that has many of us uneasy and concerned. But when she lifts up her voice and sings, "I'll take you there," there's something transporting. Uplifting. Healing. And sustaining. 

I know a place
Ain't nobody cryin', ain't nobody worried
Ain't no smilin' faces, mmm, naw, naw
Lyin' to the races
I'll take you there......

Reaches though decades of struggle to touch us today...

I'm thinking about what keeps us going. What keeps us going. I keep hearing Jesus say over and over again, he is the bread of life. There's lots more that's kind of convoluted and hard to follow and doctrinally complex, but this is pretty straight forward. 

Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty."

Hmmmmm.  What's that mean?  I mean there's lots of literal hunger out there....

There's a lot of hunger out there..the figures are harsh...
1.2 million New Yorkers live in food vulnerabiity...42% of our citizens don't have enough income to meet basic needs...(how are you doin?)
41 Million Americans are hungry
769 Million world wide are without adequate food(Feeding America/New York Times)

At the same time, each of us Americans are estimated to waste between 300 and 360 pounds of food a year, that's 165 billion pounds...(Christian Science Monitor) 
So that's actual literal hunger.  But there's lots of other hungers around the world as well...

I'm asking myself what does hunger feel like? Have any of us here ever felt hunger? For food itself......?

But what of other kinds of hungers?  What gnaws at us? Drives us...Some of us here had a hunger for a better life...for political reasons...or economic reasons...which are no less political....and so we left our home and came here to New York City, to the Bronx....to begin anew...has our hunger been satisfied?

What hunger stays with us? And what does Jesus mean he is the bread of life? Does Jesus feed those who are literally hungry? Well it was just a few weeks ago that Jesus facilitated the feeding of 5000 hungry people. And remember what he said to his disciples, You feed them...No magic tricks, rabbits out of hats, sandwiches out of thin air. He says, Start with what you've got. See what happens next. 

I am the bread of life....hmmm....what does he want us to do?  I thunk there's two sides to this. Maybe one is to believe. To make a commitment to believe in Jesus. (Have you already done that? If you can imagine it, you can understand that...) You, in a sense, bring him inside of you to travel with you, to sustain you, guide you...

But if the believing part is hard, there's another way to the bread of life. I'd call it following. See where he's going and follow along. When he says 'You feed them," well you feed then and soon you will be fed as well as you enter into an ongoing relationship of participation in the presence. 

Might I  add that this means being able to be explicit and concrete about your hungers. You  must be able to name them, if you want Jesus to respond to them. 

I want you to notice one other reality here. The neighbors question Jesus' authenticity because they  know him. They know his family. He's spent the last 30 years among them as a should have  been married by now singe guy working in his father's shop. Bread from heaven, seriously?

Point being...there may be within your community one with special gifts who can help in the feeding of God's children. Especially as we share Eucharist this morning. The reformer Zwingli believed it was not the bread and wine that was transformed but the people who share it.
As we share the one loaf, the one cup, the bread of heaven, let us be open to allowing ourselves to become that sustaining bread for others. Together as the body of the risen Christ

In the sharing of Eucharist, they use traditional thin wafers but use the small individual cups I always associated with lower liturgical traditions. (Like the folks at Beverley) For health reasons they say. 

After the service, we go downstairs for lunch. (Like Beverley again.) But the one white man in the congregation stays behind, plays the organ.

Downstairs, we talk.  When I touch that setting, it's just like Radio City Music Hall, he says. He sees what's going on in the world today as "Biblical prophecy." He's been here over 40 years, and still misses the former pastor, who layed hands on him and healed him. 

There are other conversations. About the class issues of who has teeth and who does not. And answered prayers for parking spaces. It is a good lunch. 




Gospel John 6:35, 41-51

35Jesus said to them, "I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty."

41Then the Jews began to complain about him because he said, "I am the bread that came down from heaven." 42They were saying, "Is not this Jesus, the son of Joseph, whose father and mother we know? How can he now say, 'I have come down from heaven'?" 43Jesus answered them, "Do not complain among yourselves. 44No one can come to me unless drawn by the Father who sent me; and I will raise that person up on the last day. 45It is written in the prophets, 'And they shall all be taught by God.' Everyone who has heard and learned from the Father comes to me. 46Not that anyone has seen the Father except the one who is from God; he has seen the Father. 47Very truly, I tell you, whoever believes has eternal life. 48I am the bread of life. 49Your ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness, and they died. 50This is the bread that comes down from heaven, so that one may eat of it and not die. 51I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats of this bread will live forever; and the bread that I will give for the life of the world is my flesh."

Greyhound: all come to look for America

8/7

Cathy, I said as we boarded a Greyhound in Pittsburgh......

I am in the Indianapolis Greyhound Station. Or Pittsburgh. Or Cleveland. The arcing lines of Streamline deco ringing the banks of seats. A bit of weariness showing through. Echoes of an era when horizons felt unlimited. And I've got Simon and Garfunkel in my head. Nobody's ever sung it better, the feeling of a Greyhound trip through America.

You experience travel different on a bus. In the air, you measure the journey by hours, not much sense of forward motion. You come in, you sit down, hours later you are somewhere else. On a bus you feel your movement. looking out the window, the landscape passing by. You measure not by time but miles experienced, consumed. It is, no surprise, more grounded. You can feel the journey traveled.


So I looked at the scenery
She read her magazine
And the moon rose over an open field....

That last line perhaps one of the closest to perfect lyrics ever written. 


(We won't even tqlk about trains, which our country can't seem to figure out. They take longer, cost more, it's a lot to pay for leg room...)

But I still find myself wondering how I've become part of those who travel by land, not by air. Because, yes, travel is a class issue as well. In a workshop I taught on income inequality, I used the example of being on an airplane needing to use the restroom and there is one just two rows ahead of you. But you are forbidden to use that one. You must go 30 rows back to where a line is forming. It's like that.

Traveling the Amtrak Corridor, you wind up with a lot of college students on buses. But that changes as you head out into America. So a quick look around. More than 2/3 of my fellow riders are people of color. Most of the drivers too. (Of my last 6 rides, 4 were black. One Hispanic and one older white man. Two black women.) And station workers. 

(Also in the Corridor, Chinatown buses led to the indy buses like Mega and Jolt which freed from responsibility of station upkeep, drove prices down until Greyhound had to respond...)

Working people, people longing to work. People trying to reach their families. People trying to get away from families or just away. I overhear snatches of conversation. And me, who occasionally can't afford the cost of a short notice flight. 

It is a democratic experience. 

My brother was a teacher. He told me that he used to have students claim to be unbiased and completely open to new people. He would laugh and say, "No I don't think so. You're on a plane or bus and there's an empty seat beside you. Don't tell me you're not checking out every person walking up the aisle. Writing their life histories. And don't tell me that when you see the super size person heading up the aisle you'r not praying not me, Lord, please not me..."  And of course he's right. And of course, every time, yes, it is me. 

And one night in Philadelphia it's a garrulous old white man and late night in Cleveland an incredibly obese young man and they take up their seat and well into mine, pinning me against the window. And  then they will fall asleep. And their head falls onto my shoulder snd their arm reaches around me and this is NOT an intimacy I want. So its hours of elbowing and pushing back and the rest stop can't come soon enough.  I work on being compassionate. But...

And also but, we are all in this together. Same boat, same bus so to speak. 

And at the end of a long ride, the sun comes up, and yes, I'm counting the cars on the New Jersey Turnpike as we near New York City and I hear the music rise and swell and cascade, 

Counting the cars on the New Jersey Turnpike
They've all come to look for America
All come to look for America
All come to look for America

We are all looking for America....now more than ever...looking for America...

Let us be lovers, we'll marry our fortunes together
I've got some real estate here in my bag
So we bought a pack of cigarettes and Mrs. Wagner's pies
And we walked off to look for America
Cathy, I said as we boarded a Greyhound in Pittsburgh
Michigan seems like a dream to me now
It took me four days to hitchhike from Saginaw
I've gone to look for America
Laughing on the bus, playing games with the faces
She said the man in the gabardine suit was a spy
I said, be careful, his bowtie is really a camera
Toss me a cigarette, I think there's one in my raincoat
We smoked the last one an hour ago
So I looked at the scenery
She read her magazine
And the moon rose over an open field
Cathy, I'm lost, I said though I knew she was sleeping
And I'm empty and aching and I don't know why
Counting the cars on the New Jersey Turnpike
They've all come to look for America
All come to look for America
All come to look for America

GRACE...according to the measure of Christ's gift.

8/5

With Elder Geraldine after worship

On a hot and sweltering August day, I made my way to Beverley Church...

Here was my reflection on the day....

It's getting to be that time of year.  August. A very quiet time of year.  The streets are somehow emptier. Most summer camp experiences are winding down. And any one who can leave town has left town leaving things quieter for the rest of us. It's always a good time to be here. There's still Shakespeare in the Park. (Actually lots of parks!) And Lincoln Center out of Doors. Our summer lasts longer than others. I went to visit my brother in Toledo and they've started fall sports practices because their school year begins in about two weeks. So we hold on to summer just a little longer.

It seems like some pretty important communications come from prisons. Martin Luther King, Jr's Letter from a  Birmingham Jail is one of his best known and most important writings. Nelson Mandela sent messages from behind the walls of Robbens Island that sustained his people together in hope. My good friend Peter Heltzel found himself behind bars in Albany this spring during the Poor Peoples' campaign. I've been in a few times myself buy never long enough write a letter.

So if you are wondering, Ephesians is one of Paul's prison letters.
It was during this time that Paul sat in Rome undergoing his first Roman imprisonment (Ephesians 3:1; 4:1), making Ephesians one of the four epistles commonly known as the Prison Epistles. The others are Philippians, Colossians, and Philemon.

So he is in prison, writing to Ephesus. I also need to tell you that Paul is usually writing to a church is at a point of crisis with specific answers for specific problems. And when he doesn't, like in this letter, he is seeking to build up the body for when crisis will come.

Maybe that's kind of like where you are.  I mean as I know you, you do have some big picture issues to deal with. But you are not at a crisis point.

(So you know that old story about how if you've got a frog in a pot of water and up the temperature 1' at a time, he won't jump and will boil because each increase is so small? Not dealing with why you'd want to do that in the first place, but.... I have a friend who thinks that's where we are as a nation. One day, one degree at a time.  He wants to write a song about feeling like a frog in the water....)
So what's Paul got to say? Or what if this  was Paul's letter to Beverly Church?

4 I therefore, a prisoner for the Lord, beg you to lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called, 2 with all lowliness and meekness, with patience, forbearing one another in love, 3 eager to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.

My sense is that you all do  bear with one another pretty well...but you might want to answer that for yourself...unity of spirit, bond  of peace...Believe me sometimes it is easier said than done...I have seen churches where people choose up sides over the smallest of things. Next thing you know, people are fighting and saying bad things about each other....somehow thinking that they can continue to serve God while they do that?

We celebrate communion today. We used to have a part of our service where  we declared that if anyone has something against anyone in the community, you were asked to go and not come back until it was taken care of. Could  you do that today?


4 There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to the one hope that belongs to your call, 5 one Lord, one faith, one baptism, 6 one God and Father of us all, who is above all and through all and in all.

I love this part.... 7 But grace was given to each of us according to the measure of Christ’s gift. 

So this is where I remind you that each of you has a ministry that is given to you at our baptism, not your ordination...we are, as Luther said,  a priesthood of all believers...

And what are these?

And his gifts were that some should be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, some pastors and teachers,
for what purpose?

12 to equip the saints for the work of ministry, for building up the body of Christ,

that is the purpose...the building up of the body...
which of these are you? How do you live that out?


13 until we all attain to the unity of the faith and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to mature manhood, to the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ; 14 so that we may no longer be children, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the cunning of men, by their craftiness in deceitful wiles. 15 Rather, speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in every way into him who is the head, into Christ, 16 from whom the whole body, joined and knit together by every joint with which it is supplied, when each part is working properly, makes bodily growth and upbuilds itself in love.

Paul wants us to be mature in faith....not bounced around by every new thing that comes around...

Now you all seem to me to be mature Christians...you have all been here awhile...you're not going anywhere...BUT...IF you have in this room, right today, apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, some pastors and teachers, ....what might you be able to do with all of that?

I know how  frustrating it is to have lost what you've lost...but what if you walked in here today and saw what you have? What more might you become?

Can you begin to  imagine?

GRACE...according to the measure of Christ's gift...what is the nature of his gift to us right now? 

That is my question for you today.

We share communion. And Geraldine introduces a prospective new member which would be cause for celebration. And our worship comes to an end for today....

Outside, the sun...and the heat....summer ...is waiting....

Jersey story

8/1

Jersey Story

To celebrate the World Cup, the people at Jacobin, a Brooklyn based socialist journal (https://jacobinmag.com/) came up with the idea of creating a unique jersey for their readers and fans. It's theme would be "Football is a country," inspired both by Eduardo Galeano's Futbol a sol y sombra (Soccer in sun and shadow), perhaps the best book ever written about soccer, and Africa is a country (https://www.facebook.com/Africasacountry/), an eclectic internet space  for progressive art and culture from al of Africa and the African diaspora. The idea  seemed to be that football the game creates a reality that is beyond boundaries where the beauty of the experience of the game transcends any national loyalties. And we could wear this jersey while watching  the games in celebration of that experience.

The jersey itself was intriguing. In the upper left, instead of a team crest, the Jacobin "J" in the journal's distinctive font.

The main image is essentially a post modern deconstruction of World Cup brackets and in small print, the nicknames of 8 teams:

Super Eagles: Nigeria
Les Bleus:  France
La Albiceleste: Argentina
The Three Lions: England
Die Mannschaft: Germany
Les Lions de la Teranga: Senegal
La Furia Roja: Spain
Selecao: Brazil

So...why 8?  Why these 8?  

On the back a graphic for 'Football is a country" borrowed from "Africa is a country" and a MNOB (magazine name?) "Jacobin" with a stylized "18."

Altogether an interesting  creation and worthy of a bar conversation or two. I ordered it immediately and anxiously awaited its arrival. But, perhaps inevitably, there were "problems with production" and the jerseys finally arrived Monday, July 30th, two weeks after the World Cup final. I will leave it to others for finding any metaphors in the story. 

(Happily all proceeds did go to Africa is a country...)

So that nothing may be lost....

7/29

the Chapel

It's summer. So worship at Good Shepherd faith will be in the air conditioned chapel. As I arrive, my friend John and two other volunteer choir members are rehearsing harmonies for an anthem. As part of their summer tradition, the hymns will be "congregational favorites." After the reading of the gospel, John 6: 1-21, I share my reflection, or "prompting" as they call it here. 

It's funny how certain Bible passages bring memories. This gospel passage, for example, always takes me back to my senior year of Divinity  School. I was part of a special urban ministry project. There were 12 of us. Each of us had to have a minimum 12 hour a week job in an urban church. Because there was no Presbyterian Church in downtown New Haven I was assigned to St Paul's Episcopal Church in the Wooster Square neighborhood. An historic WASP neighborhood had a wave of Italians...and thus the claim to the first pizza parlor in the US...followed by African Americans and then Puerto Ricans. The congregation reflected all those changes. 

We would meet every Monday for four hours. There would be a paper presented on a selected reading. Then a case study from one of our placements. Then group process and finally worship. We would pray for each other and then share Eucharist from our own tradition. And afterwords, one of our co-leaders, Michael Allen (who actually was caricatured in Doonesbury) would say, "Gather up the fragments left over, so that nothing may be lost." And we would share the leftover communion bread until all was gone.

That  class set me on a course for urban ministry. And here was my greatest learning:  at the beginning, there were some people in that group I simply did not like. Rubbed me the wrong way, turned me off. And after six months of praying for them every week, you know what, I still didn't like them, but I had learned to love them. ...so that nothing may be lost....that's my theme for the day...

This is a rare story that appears in all 4 gospels That suggests something like this must have happened. And in each of the other 3 Gospels, Jesus has a direct command: You feed them.  In this gospel, Jesus messes with them a little.  Asks them what they should do. The answers are instructive...Philip says "6 months wages wouldn't be enough." Andrew says "there's a boy here with 5 loaves and 2 fishes." And there we have it...urban ministry in a nutshell...

In my first training, we were taught to do "needs assessments." And eventually we learned that all they ultimately do is leave people depressed. Ala Philip. The other way to begin is with capacity. We have a boy here who has...Jesus says, let's start there...And they wind up with 12 baskets of leftovers...so that nothing may be lost...(John is the only one who shares that concern...)

There's a lot of hunger out there..
1.2 million New Yorkers...42% of our citizens don't have enough to meet basic needs...(how are you doin?)
41 million Americans
769 million world wide (Feeding America/New York Times)

At the same time, each of us are estimated to waste between 300 and 360 pounds of food a year, that's 165 billion pounds...(Christian Science Monitor) that nothing may be lost...

So that's actual literal hunger.  But there's lots of other hungers around the world as well...

And lots in danger of being lost...

So what are we to do?
Nadia Bolz-Weber is one of my favorite pastors, she came to West Park last year for a live performance of the NPR Moth story show. She is a master story teller. But a better pastor. For example, she rightly observes that the most important task of the church is to preach the forgiveness of sins. From her perspective as an urban pastor, most of us are not able to forgive ourselves even when we can forgive others. (Yeah, that's my hand going up too..)

But more than that, I have heard her say, what if I told you your church had 5 years and only 5 years to live, how would you live differently? If you could stop worrying about survival, would you give it all away? 

And her ultimate point is, if we lived like we'd be gone in 5 years, we'd last longer than that because our spirit, our passion, our zeal, would be so great we would become attractive to others. 

A lot of our New York City Presbytery has been fragmented. Lots of pieces lying around. It's time to start them up so "THAT NOTHING BE LOST."

My question to you Good Shepherd Faith, is not what you don't have,I mean look around... but what do you have? What gifts has God given you that re not being used? How many loaves, how many fishes do you have? 

In the end, this is not a miracle of production, it's a miracle of distribution...

And it's not surprising that this story is followed by Jesus walking on the water...I mean start using those untapped resources, no telling what might happen...

Let those 
with ears to hear, hear....

The congregation, as it does, responds back with its own refection. Especially about thinking about what they already have. As one person . said, if we just came in today and took this as a place to start, it's pretty good. And how starting the day by thinking about all we have to be thankful for changes how we take the day. 

I decided to use this Ephesians passage as my benediction:
14For this reason I bow my knees before the Father, 15from whom every family in heaven and on earth takes its name. 16I pray that, according to the riches of his glory, he may grant that you may be strengthened in your inner being with power through his Spirit, 17and that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith, as you are being rooted and grounded in love. 18I pray that you may have the power to comprehend, with all the saints, what is the breadth and length and height and depth, 19and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, so that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.

20Now to him who by the power at work within us is able to accomplish abundantly far more than all we can ask or imagine, 21to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations, for ever and ever. Amen.

And then back into the warmth of the summer day...














Gospel John 6:1-21

1After this Jesus went to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, also called the Sea of Tiberias. 2A large crowd kept following him, because they saw the signs that he was doing for the sick. 3Jesus went up the mountain and sat down there with his disciples. 4Now the Passover, the festival of the Jews, was near. 5When he looked up and saw a large crowd coming towards him, Jesus said to Philip, "Where are we to buy bread for these people to eat?" 6He said this to test him, for he himself knew what he was going to do. 7Philip answered him, "Six months' wages would not buy enough bread for each of them to get a little." 8One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, said to him, 9"There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish. But what are they among so many people?" 10Jesus said, "Make the people sit down." Now there was a great deal of grass in the place; so they sat down, about five thousand in all. 11Then Jesus took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated; so also the fish, as much as they wanted. 12When they were satisfied, he told his disciples, "Gather up the fragments left over, so that nothing may be lost." 13So they gathered them up, and from the fragments of the five barley loaves, left by those who had eaten, they filled twelve baskets. 14When the people saw the sign that he had done, they began to say, "This is indeed the prophet who is to come into the world."

15When Jesus realized that they were about to come and take him by force to make him king, he withdrew again to the mountain by himself.

16When evening came, his disciples went down to the lake, 17got into a boat, and started across the lake to Capernaum. It was now dark, and Jesus had not yet come to them. 18The lake became rough because a strong wind was blowing. 19When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the lake and coming near the boat, and they were terrified. 20But he said to them, "It is I; do not be afraid." 21Then they wanted to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat reached the land towards which they were going.

World Cup 2018: Final (foot) notes....

7/21

Footnotes

"Everything I know about altruism and man's obligation to man I have learned from football"
Albert Camus

The week after. The World Cup is over. The month long celebration of football and tribal roots ended with a game Croatian team finally being defeated by the powerful and fluid soccer of the French. Since Croatia is now part of our family, we watched each game, especially the last rounds, connected to my son, daughter in law and grandson in Croatia by Viber and What's App. Even watching one game with my mom in her assisted  living facility in Trenton. On the big screen in the community room, with workers stealing looks at the game.  And on finals Sunday, we gathered at my house for breakfast and football, my youngest and I in our Croatia checkerboard jerseys. After the game, my daughter in law said, "That silver was worth gold..."

And so some final notes...

*  I love the way our tribes gather for the games. You walk down Fredrick Douglass, cheers ringing from every bar.

* Over the years, I have watched games with gatherings of Dutch and Italians in bars and pubs  and gatherings of our American friends to watch games at 2 am from Korea. 

* West Harlem was the center of gatherings  for the  African teams. When the last African team was eliminated, the cheers turned to France. France is the African team, an African friend said. And those who fear le grand remplacement shuddered.  Like the West Indian service workers at anassited living facility rooting for England. The legacy of colonialism and global migration gives us multicultural teams from France, England, Belgium. The current rising star on the world scene is France's Mbappe. 

* We choose our teams by friends, connections, experience. I suffered through early rounds with my friends from Uruguay and Argentina. I ached with my German friends for their early exit. My sister's family drew a cheer for Mexico or two. Denmark connections. And then Brazil. I remembered the 2002 final in Newark at a Brazilian club in the Ironbound with my colleague Regi. Sausages and cachaca at 7 am for the final against Germany. When Brazil won, people poured out into the streets from the clubs, the police closed off the blocks and one grand football carnival broke out. 

* I was happy to learn that the brief interruption of the final was by Russian punk perfomance protesters Pussy Riot. And Mbappe shard a double high five with one of their protesters. (https://www.stuff.co.nz/sport/football/world-game/105531332/world-cup-final-pitch-invaders-jailed-for-15-days)

* After one game, the commentator said a team lost because of insufficient imagination. A common problem in urban ministry, church work and politics. A friend responded that he's never heard that said about baseball or American football.

* Socialist magazine, Jacobin, designed a unique football jersey for the World Cup. Informed by the work of their friends at Africa is a Country, they adopted the theme Football is a country. They would have been great for watching the games. Unfortunately like many thing related to socialism or the revolution, there have been delays related to production and the jerseys have yet to arrive. (https://www.jacobinmag.com/2018/06/the-jacobin-world-cup-jersey)

* How I miss Eduardo Galeano. His El futbal a sol y sombra: Soccer in sun and shadow, may be the best book ever written about football. Originally published in 1997, he took on the task of updating it with each succeeding World Cup.  El mundial, like theology, always takes place in a context. And in clear, concise and sometimes cutting words, he would tell us what was going on in the world surrounding each Cup. He loved the game deeply, even while knowing its deepest faults and how money and greed had corrupted it. 

Writing of the 2010 Cup, Galeano wrote:

Many African players worthy  of their heritage live and play on the continent that enslaved their ancestors....In one of the ..matches, the Boeteng brothers, sons of a Ghanaian father, played against one another: one in a Ghanaian shirt, the other in a German one. Of the players on the Ghanaian side, not one played in Ghana's national championship.of the players on the German side, every single one played on  Germany's national championship. Like Latin America, Africa experts working hands and working feet...

* He quotes German theologian Dorothee Solle, when asked how to explain happiness to a child. She  responded,"I wouldn't explain it,... I'd toss him a ball and let him play..."

* At end of the cup, one can feel what Galeano describes as the Irreparable melancholy we all feel after making love and at the end of the match..."

As the Cup began I instinctively went to look for his updated volume, then remembered he died in 2015. I love this book every bit as much as his trilogy on the history of the Western hemisphere as seen from the south, Memory of Fire.

* If you feel, that sense of post-Cup melancholy, pick up a copy of el Futbal...it will fill you. 

 I go about the world, hand outstretched and in the stadiums I plead, A pretty move, for the love of God..."  
             Eduardo Galeano